Haiz ... woke up so early in the morning ... just to recieve the information that i dont need to do the prayers .. then went back to slp when i had the scariest nightmare in years ... well the dream started out something like this ..
"Marcus .. Marcus .. wake up ! .. your marriage day is here .." i was in a blur blur state when *supposedly* my mother woke me up .. and then i was found to have my tuxedo on and everything else. i tot i was alreadi 20 ++ years old .. but when i looked into the mirror .. i saw myself .. @ 15 YEARS OLD !!! .. i'm beyond shock ... never mind about tat ...
after wards .. i had to do the normal marriage customs .. and i dun have a clue who's the bride .. she's covered with all the veils and silk cloth tt i dun have a clue who's my bride ?? .. [i was thinking of running away but u know .. dreams only allow tt for monster or scary nightmare .. well mine's a shock .. so not counted =( ]...
then i visited all my relatives places .. who were very happy that i had a girlfriend at such a young age .. correction .. make tt a wife .. meaning to say tt i would have a lot more children .. OMG .. i havent even finished my o level ... my gosh .. then i had to hold this wedding dinner .. that was so big .. i had to accommodate a way lot of relatives .. my gosh .. and till that time .. i have not idea who's my bride .. then suddenly .. one of my buddy came along and said to me .. "not bad horx ... so young get a pretty wife .." .. that phrase was vaguely familiar .. then i see the stage ... and saw someone's name with mine name .. u know hu's name ?? .. my ex ..
[okie okie... i on veri veri gd terms with her .. but this is a shock nightmare ... shock the hell outta me] ...
haix haix .. woke up sweating cold sweat .. oh my gosh .. wad a nightmare .. haix haix ..
aniwae .. i had to work like 1 hr 45 mins to work out a solution .. then still got run time error .. wad the hell .. hahax .. then .. a few minutes into the competition .. the computer started to hate me .. crash again n again .. wad de hell .. then change computer .. to a MOE HQ laptop .. hahax .. maybe not tt fun .. but my brain fizzled after that .. aniwae ... went all the way to simei .. hoping to see sarah .. then christine tell me that she's not there .. went out .. haix .. but her bro went nice chap .. innocent one .. hahax .. very nice bro lahx .. hahax ... then had to sit all by myself back home .. thinking about my dream .. and heard a very nice song .. to sarah .. to my *da jie* .. and all the world .. tt song .. it's a nice one .. and i was thinking .. i gave it all and everyone here .. sing this and u need this .. i tink ..
"Where Is The Love?"
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how a n**** works and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive to lovers bound
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
understand this .. n love the world ..