Wednesday, October 22, 2003

*Stage 2 : More Paranoid * ... (Sigh) ExAmS ArE OuT .. N MaRkS ArE TeRrible ..

Sigh .. The exams are out and I do not have any chance of getting to the grades that I want. (Sigh) ...

First of all, my results. Out of 7 subjects that have so far been out, I have only achieved 1 A1, 3 B3s, 2 B4s, and the last one being Physics, which has not been out yet. Sigh ... Well, the only good part is that I have been achieving all passes and no failures yet, so can you pray for me for my physics being a B3 @ least ?

Then, other results. Well, my emotional self have been UP and DOWN during the last 2 weeks. No computers, no TV, and not a single day out. Well, that will jolly mean more time at home, mugging away. However, I also have to take care of my siblings and coach them in their subjects as well. Sigh.

In this difficult time however, I met a friend that might well be in my *hatred* list. Nora, the school's student president, is somewhat a very very nice lady after all. =). She was like a normal teengaer, with extra responsibility, but with the nicest student leader's attitude. Well, during the exam period, we would be going back home together, arguing the different points of the exams. (Laughs)

Then, inevitably, the star in my heart. She will be my star, my shining one, but as she so brightly shines, I will be under her and a lot of pressure to keep up. There is that goes, " Thee shou be with thee til the end of time." Well, I promise you that, once my inner fears are gone.

Last but not least, I shall be very very sorry if I did not attend to some people, due to my busy hectic schedule. I will try to, but no guarantee. Anyway, I will be putting up a site for autographies, or memories lane. Thanks for those people who put their names in. ~Thanks.