A New Life. To live without her. To stay strong and go on.

I remember last 2 weeks ago, my mother was crying herself out. Oh yeah, I was 'absent' due to stress and other commitments. And also due to the fact that I was depressed, over a lot of things, especially my grandmother. Yeah, it is hard to let someone you love so much go, but this is life after all. (This is one of the reasons that I admire my father so much as he is strong inside out, outside in.)

Anyway, let the past be history. The past, where I had always wanted to live in, is now only a memory, to be cherished by me. Only me, maybe. That first hug, that first kiss by her, that night when I sneaked across to talk to a girl, that first time I saw light, so on and so forth. That will be a part of my past, only my past. This is the only part of me that will be sentimental, because it contained important memories.

I'm slowly changing. Changing into someone new. Changing into a new dragon, a new person to face these hard times. And I have (finally) a new person to be with. A new person, positively the love of my life. The star which I wish upon, has finally granted my this wish. Thank you. =)

May God bless all (though I'm not a Christian), and especially to my love one. x)