Wednesday, June 18, 2003

hmmm .. let me see .. since my birthdae's coming .. let me make me birthdae wish ... hahax .. naive me .. making a earli birthdae wish .. hahax .. first on the list .. all A1s for exam .. hahax .. near impossible .. but wishable ... next on the list .. more frenx .. i luv people and company .. thus if i meet a couple of more understanding frenx .. i would be overjoyed .. [ correction : overjoyed in an understatement. unexpressable feeling is the word. ] ... 3rd wish .. i wish for forgiveness from some ppl .. like some sec 4 pupils .. hmm ... juz a hope .. 4th wish .. a hope for more *open minded* people .. hahax .. and for the first time ... i will want a *HUGZ* .. from anione .. on my birthdae .. =D ..

"Cry" by Kim Marsh

[Chorus]
I would like to say that I never meant to make you cry,
I think about you everyday, no matter what your friends might say,
Everybody knows my name, even though I'm still the same,
I just would like to say that I, I never ever meant to make you Cry

[verse 1]
I would like to know why, there are clouds in the sky,
Every time I fall in love
and I would like to know why I'm sitting here on my own.
I would like to know why, when to find a nice guy,
someone I can lean upon
I mess it all up and then I wonder why I'm all alone.
Tell me if you think that I'm talking way too much,
Tell me if you'd like to stay in touch.

[Chorus]

[verse 2]
Sitting on the sofa, letting life go by,
Thinking about the Early days
Thinking about the times when I heard you were my crazy ways
All I wanna do is look around for you, yeah drive until the break of dawn
Tracking and calling and pleading till your coming home

Tell me if you think that I've been a bit too much,
Tell me if you'd like to stay in touch.

[chorus]

I didn't mean to be so cruel, I didn't mean to let you down,
So sorry for the rain on your parade and all the pain you must have gained because of me.

[chorus]
hmm .. a couple of things happened .. dunno whether to feel happi or not ... (and for the 1st and last time .. i will do a point form ... hehex) ...

* i was late for the micromouse course .. becuz of rain .. wad eva ..
* yon jan and frenx were oso late for the course .. hmmm
* the robotics training is such a bore ..
* learnt how to play spider solitaire ...
* nasi brani was a soso meal ...
* very very tired after 1530 ..
* took a non air con bus ! hot ! hot ! hot ! ...
* when walking out of bus interchange .. saw angeline and ching how holding hands .. walking pass me .. :S .. *blur*
* i ^wonder^ ...
* saw mrs jennifer ng .. previously 6c teacher ..
* got mrs khor's number .. yeah !! ..
* found out abt ms ng's case ..

hmm .. wad's the world coming to ?

Sunday, June 15, 2003

i dunno .. is life a pile of mess ? .. or is it a paradise in disguise ? ... i dunno ..


hmmm .. let's see .. while i was away (from the computer) .. a couple of things happened .. yah yah .. if tt's of interest to you .. on thursday was stuck at home .. confined to doing homework and smsing away .. so sianx .. esp yur frenx r all so bz one .. some wif mock exams .. some with camps .. and others .. well .. they are plain unfree .. haix .. tt's life .. then .. went to tuition class .. was late due to tt stoopid bus .. haix .. cannot find out which idiot drew a pix to my name .. haix .. sianx .. *sincerely .. i was hoping it was one of the cedar gurls .. she's quite a lass lorx .. hahax .. toking like an american *beep* .. hehex ... then on tt nite ... smsed her .. wanted to meet her after her SS and geog exam .. then go out for lunch .. haix .. tt put me into a nice sweet dream ... hehex ..
then the next day .. i woke up to study the last few bits of my P&C test .. permutation n combination .. hard siax .. i almost forgotten it all .. lucky mrs lim arrived late .. i had the time to study .. and did the test with some ease .. hahax .. then i was forced to learn trigonometry .. *ARGH !! .. cosine .. sine .. tangent .. and a few more appeared before my eyes .. what a *beep* topic of a maths .. haix .. luckily for me .. i had background knowledge .. so a bit easier lahx ... thank god for maths olympiad .. hahax .... then wanted to meet her .. i was the first one to run all the way to the othello corner .. Yee Howe spotted me there .. and i was beaten 48 - 16 .. sucky rite ? .. he had four corners .. when i was dreaming of the prospect of meeting a new friend .. hahax .. then he left .. and i was left waiting .. for her ... suddenly .. i received information demanding my return to my home .. tt i had to smsed ppl .. to ask them to say sorry to girl .. haix ... then found out that she got fed up waiting that she played with other guys .. haix .. 1 wasted chance ..haix ... then i bought me shoes .. a SiZe 47 !!! .. wah lao eh .. so big .. me giant mehx ?? .. hmm .. is tt a size too big ?? .. smsed girl again ... wishing to meet her after her english mock .. then i made myself a promise to do tt .. she a nice person lahx ..
hahax.. went to CCA late again .. must wake myself earlier next time ... felt so relieved of solving two questions .. yeah .. but what the heck .. when i tried to run it in school .. stoopid run time error appeared ..then i couldn't run it in sch .. so play cs lahx .. hahax . must improve my frag though .. it sux lahx .. especially with my 5-1 ... para .. haix .. then i stood there waiting for her .. and waited .. and waited .. and after 1230 ... she appeared with some frenx .. hahax .. and @ first could not recongnise me .. hahax .. well .. i had a few idiots laughing at her and me ... nvm abt them .. they had an uneven life ... so tt's y so under priviledged ... thus needa gossip to laugh ... hahax ... nvm lahx .. tt's life aniwae rite .. well .. i walked her back home and found out what a great character she is .. all the smiles and the laughter .. well .. generally a nice person ... though must know her betta ... hahax .. rite now .. i gotta have my slp .. it's damn tiring u know ? . haix .. good nite peeps..