... pardon me if i didnt write this blog for the last few daes .. had turbulent times @ home .. in singapore ... in the whole world .. what's wrong now?? ... it is a doomsday coming ?? ... haiz .. why is this world so cruel to me?? .. this is not fair @ all .. what's the world coming to ?? ... first @ home .. my grandad fell ill on saturdae .. had a lot of cough .. some of them resulted in vomits .. his strength wasnt with him at all .. his face was very pale .. his whole body wasnt supporting him at all ... my dad said that it was most probably his old illness @ work again ... then again ... on saturdae morning .. he was so pale .. vomitted a few times .. then my mom was so scared .. she asked my grandad to get ready and change for the hospital .. but he said he was hungry .. so i went out with my dad to buy him something he wanted .. kway chup .. while waiting .. i didnt even fathom that this was going to be his last meal .. @ my house .. this was what happened before he went to hospital .. my relatives were all surrounding him .. bringing him n accompanying him thru out the whole process .. what the hell man .... then came the shock process .. he just went like this ... the doctors were all saying that his time was going to come ... but he said give him a week to last .. but my grandad had other plans ... anyway .. when my mum came to the scene .. he was already hanging on the edge .. heart beat about to fail ... and the time struck .. he left us .. i'm never going to see him again .. oh god .. pls .. haiz .. wad the hell .. just give him another chance pls .. i wanna hug him for once .. pls ... ......